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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

8:38 AM

i think i should start being more realistic in life.stop dreamin jessica.you have to stop.seriously.my past week has been wierd.i think i spend more time thinking and daydreaming about random things that dont even matter.owells.i think i am starting to hallucinate at times now.just like last night it seemed as though suddenly a heap of dark green tree vines just swamped over and wrapped themselves around me.i swear i saw it.but when i turned on the lights there was nothing there.what's wrong with my imagination.i think it is running too wild.enough of that.i somehow am just feeling completely ravenous lately though my life is currently made out of 30% sleep,20% food,10% alcohol,10% smokes and 30% just wasting my life away.i think i really need to wake up like NOW and actually look at things in a more physical manner and snap out of this "reality" which i am currently in.ok i think im in great need for more smokes now.shit.ahhhh why the hell's my body experiencing such degradation.why why WHY?!?

spiderman monopoly was great fun.lets do it again!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;